Friday, September 16, 2005
frm a long time ago
haha... hello... listening to needled 24/7 again.. well today..
had oral.. english and chinese... well during english... i got adeline tan.. wth la.. haha.. oh well.. and it turned out that the passage and picture was about a CLOWN! fuck man.. haha... damn.. got the tabs for the bass solo for where is the love by black eye peas.. hahah.. improving day by day.. lol.. okok well.. chinese oral.. got koh po lee... basket... i think i wun do well.. hahaha... den after that went to taka... find posb bank.. changed my atm card liao!! so cool. lol blue -_-... haha.. den went... alot of places.. went to heeren, find wallet.. hahaa... den went perlini's silver... found a long lost memory (: going to get it back... hahaha... and... ta dah.. lol... $10.. can ba... hmm... i really wish her good luck.. hahaha... oh well... no more bout her anymore... friends are the best (:
talked to her until 4 last nite. den woke up at... 9.. haha.. den go school... haish... den went home... stupid e learning... i haven do any thing yet.. tml do all.. got, maths and english... wah piangs.... tutorials so boring and useless de.. hahaha... kkk fuck that.. tuesday maybe going airport study.. haha asking more ppl come! hahaha.. i nid help in physics and maths... i wanna at least try to get 50.5 hahahahahah! .. i think can ba... haish..i think i will blog abt part of my book ... (: hees.. okok.. here goes..
so.. here i start.. have u all ever wondered what happens to our lives when we grow up but we haven't been there to see it for ourselves.. its ok if u dun understand this part.. but.. i mean.. we cant predict the future right.. ppl say they wanna be doctors, lawyers, big shots.. are all these goals and aims.. i think they are.. but what if they dun make it... to me.. this is useless.. if ppl set false hopes to achieve sth they most prob cannot get... why spend the time planing for it? haha.. so... this is the part bout future..
hmm.. well.. love... some ppl use this word very casually.. i dun think it shud be that way... i mean.. look.. we're mostly teenagers.. and we cant say.. " oh baby i love u forever" i mean its not practical... there are sure to be things that they do in the mere future and the results are that they wud break up. so what in the freaking first place say those words which again... give false hope to the other party.. i mean.. if i say i wud be with some girl forever and ever.. because i love her, NOW not saying next time.. it wudnt be real.. it wudnt be sth i can believe... i dunno what do we teens chose the path of eloping with the other sex... and have "romance", i mean, we have other impt things right? studies? family.. yeah its not all abt love man... think for yourselves.. for those who are desperately looking for love... dun look for love.. wait for the right girl or guy for u den if its really love, nature wud carry on frm there... u cant rush things... im sure.. we all have our commitments.. and our priorities.. dunno if i spelled it right.. oh well.. lol.. we can just think oh i wan love, cos im lonely and have no one to love.. and with that thought u go ard finding a "mate" i mean wth... im not talking abt anyone.. but dun u think its not time yet.. maybe u think its alright to love now... i sometimes think that too.. but i wudnt wanna live love and if it ends up bad.. grief and weep over it... we have to have backbones and pick ourselves back up when we fall right? its not just that girl that u love so dear left you for some lame and stupid reason that u feel so depressed and u are at the verge of dying and crying out at night.. blah blah blah.. yada yada yada... all this is crap... if u think before u commit.. these shit things wun happen right... when u noe that the chances are that u might end up hurting yr heart or worse yr loved one when they split up.. why in the first place commit.. its just like soccer... u commit to the person.. this has the pros and cons... commit means stick on the person.. yeah defender... same as bball.. okok back to the story... the attacking side.. dribbles in... the defender.. has to commit to him to pressure him and make him lose the ball.. but if that defender aint a good one.. and he commits to much... he wud just make things worse... and again if u dun understand nvm.. (: haha... why does this happen in life.. some times this makes me think..im sure it makes all of us think... especially when some guy or girl jusr broke up and they are like.. " WHY WHY I LOVED HER BUT SHE STILL LEFT ME" for whatever reason la.. i learnt my mistake.. and i did have a good lesson then... and i shall not carry on further! hahaha... more on the next episode! hahaha...
well thats part of it... critisisms are welcomed... but i wudnt care... yeah its yr choice.. lol... i've written quite alot already.. going to play guitar now! hahaha
i want new guitar strings, along with a new guitar would do fine (:Posted at 7:20 PM
